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I have my own problems. Everybody does. I felt so empty. Nothing to move on. Alot of things happen towards me both good and bad. I have no clue. I've got my new blog. but for this time maybe i'm not ready yet to expose it. ya well you might think 'so what? who cares?' two words for you 'FUCK YOU'

WAIT FOR US :)

Now saturday :) The snow getting so thick. The weather like usual. Drop to -5 celcius. My fever is recovering by day to day. I promised to tell you what going to happen this sunday right? :) My sister,my niece and me going to Paris. Damn,i never felt so happy as much as i was. My dream is come true. We were booking Disneyland ticket already which is that the main point. I cant wait to riding the rollercoster like i do with my buddy and i want to make the day like freaking insane hahahaha.And we will going to visit all kind of attractions in Paris. Eiffel tower wait for me :D My shoes was here. Im not expected it will be here as soon as i thought.

From Train Central Station (Trondheim) to Oslo Airport - Takes 6 hours

From Oslo Airport to Orly Airpot (France) - Takes 2 hours and half

From Orly Airport to Bussy St Georges (Our Lodging) - Takes 45 minutes

Hope everything will be fine

May ALLAH bless our journey during the holiday. AMIN.

NEED YOUR HELP YA ALLAH

Last night i went to Sweden again. This is second time i going there by my own self. But my healthy not currently good. Im sicked. No idea is it hot fever or something else. My body was really really weak. Im not able to walk plus i cant handle my bagpack. The big day almost here. My situation not really good. Im afraid im gonna ruined up coming vacation. Now i cant eat all kinda of meat. When i eat it all my body will be cramp. Its really hurt. So i thought started now i have to eat vegetarian food. Thats was my sister telling me. Ya Allah please help me.

HOPELESS ++

Yesterday My sister and me went to Lefdal Shop. Both of us truly ecited about the handycam. We were planning to buy it but we cant cause of card got problems i guess. Our hope like red car flying over the dustbin. CRUSHED. Theres no cam for this sunday. Damn!

Cant wait

4 days left. Cant wait anymore. Wondering? I'll tell ya this saturday :).

STORY ABOUT MY JOURNEY

My flight from KL to Amsterdam was 11.00 pm. My sister Aishah and her husband Abg.Mohsin and their lovely kid Mikael sent me up to the airport and my other sister Azizah and her husband Abg.Lan and their cute kid Azham were joined us. We were gathering while having a nice food and taking some pictures and they gave me some advice. I took it and keep it in my mind :). Pretty bad my brother Fairus and his wife kakak Tina not here same to my lovely brother Firdaus.

The time was here. I shaked their hand and give some kissed for the last time even im so fucking scared. I've never been alone before i mean you know going to some place without anyone its felt awkward a lil bit and my nervous system like going to pump out. Ya so scared,it really is.

My entrance so damn far. I have to take a train to get there. Seriously theres no one like me. No Malaysian people just foreigner people. Then my num was calling out. I lined up and walk slowly to the plane entrance.

Got three side of seat. I seat in the middle one. Beside me on the left side was a european guy and the right were a couple mates. Seriously my butt so damn stucked. Its really hurt. Imagine i were sitting there like 13 hours no toilet no streaching. About the food. Firstly they served a chicken rice i ate it and for the second time they gave me a hot dog. I was like 'should i eat it or what?' then i grab it and suck into my mouth. hahahahahaha. i have no idea is it halal or not. But refer to my ticket my sister already request a muslim meal for me. So ya its okey maybe.

I arrived in Amsterdam Airport like 5.oo am. Then i've have to find my gates. Ya i do find it. I've have to lined up first. I were standing like half and hour to get to the counter ticket. Alot of people coming through. When i passing my ticket and passport to the counter suddenly he ask me.

Man : Is it your first time?

Me : Ya.

Man : Why you come here?

Me : Visiting my sister for a couple of months

Man : How long?

Me : Refer to my ticket sir

Man : Actually you cant come through.

Me : What? But i have my return ticket. So there not would be a problem

Man : If you want to get there you have to pay 300 euro.

Me : What,you cant be serious. I have to call my sister right now.

Man : Come with me.

300 euro = rm1300. In my pocket i just got 100 euro only.

Its so fucking embarrassing. People around me keep stared at me. I'm so fucking pissed off. He bring me to the emigrasion office without no reason. Why have to hold me there? And again i were standing there start from 6 am to 7.40 am. You gotta be kidding me. Im so tired. I tried so many times to call my sister Ani but i cant. Maxis You really killing me. I call my sister Aishah,i told her my current situation and ask her to call my sister Ani to call me back as soon as possible. .................... my phone was running out of battery. i dont know where the plug is but if i do find it i cant get away from there. That man keep hold me tight. Like i'm make some fucking huge mistake. Whats wrong with you people? huh? I was talking to my self 'what should i do?' i'm praying may Allah let me get away from this crab. I've have to catch my another flight at 9.00 am but now i'm still stucked here. OMG! I asked him softly.

Me : Should i stand here all night long?

Man : No idea.

Me : What should i do? I have my another flight. I have to hurry

Man : Do you have any number of your sister?

Me : Ya. 11 22 33 44 55 66

Man : No ones pick it up.

Me : Are you sure?

One more time,im getting worried. My heart was pumping so fucking fast. In my mind 'theres no other chances to get there'. I wish somebody can help me out. I wish my sister will be here. But its hopeless. Im stucked in the middle of ALIEN AIRPORT. I'm worried about my second flight. How if i miss it? My sister will be mad at me. And all the ticket will be burn. And i going to pack to Malaysian back. No i cant. I cant let it happen. I have to do something.

Me : Can you let me go?

Man : Wait a minute

Me : I cant wait anymore.

Man : No rush kid.

Me : You have no idea what was i felt right now. I told you i got my return ticket. Im begging you please let me go.

Seriously i'm going to cry. I bow my face down. With sudden

Man : Kid you off to free.

Me : Really?

Man : But you have to check in your skateboard first

I'm holding my deck in my right hand and i bearing my backpak and another bag.

Me : Where?

Man : You have to go down there and you will see the counter ticket. After you pass through you turn left and straight and take the elevator and find the check in counter for special item. Then find your gate.

Me : Thanks.

I do write it down. The time was so close. I have to rush right now right away. The counter for the special item was so far away. I found it and i check in my deck. Now i've have to find my gate. Seriously the gate is so so so so so so so so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr awayyyyyyyyyyyy. I keep running. I'm sweating. My cloths was wet. Thanks to Allah i made it. I get there on time.

I arrived safely in Trondheim Airport. My sister was there waiting for me. Its been a long time i never meet her. 4 years. Now i do :).

GUITAR GUITAR GUITAR

sekian lama aku tidak memegang gitar membuatkan aku rindu bak kucing di cakar tikus.
adoiiiiii. banyak lagu dah lupa. =.= . tidak dulu dok nyanyi lagu ngan Neril la Fyzz la Tika La. La ni dok saja. Bosan melanda. Ada guitar tak la bosan sangat. Leh cover lagu. BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN