felt better lil bit

today,
i woke up so damn early
thanks to alip cos help me out
he wake me up at 4.30 am
i brush my tooth,then i grab my book
today got bm paper 1,bm paper 2 and history
i have to remind all of this stuff
kind like novel and a lil bit bout essay
except history,i didnt study for that subject
if i does,my result will get E for sure
me so really 100% dumb for that subject
i hate history
so alot of facts,names,places,dates to remind it
really make my tot going crazy
at the end
i finished remind all of it
thanks to ALLAH

as usual
i'm going to school at 7.20 am
so lucky cos i went out early
if im not
i have to face a really longer snakes
so biacth
you know what i mean rite,
for the bad news
i was wet,
its raining out there
ohh damn so freaking cool.
back to the story,
8 am my exam was started
my hoping is
i can do well and pray hope the questions
not as hard as i'm thinking just now
but
when i got that paper
my heart going down
omg!
so hard
got two questions only
first question about essay
have to write down
not less than 250 above
i do well for that
but,
for the second questions
omg!!!!!!!
i really had no idea
that essay want me to write down 350 and more
are u insane?
i actually dont have much time
how come?
only got 30 minutes to finishe it up
i only can wrote not less than 230 something like that
ohhh..
i'm felt bad for that
i wish i can get more extra time
but i didnt.
hmmmmmmmm
but atleast i try too
then,
at 10.50 am the second paper was out
its THE BIACTH SUBJECT,HISTORY
guess what?
i just shoot it down
i dont care really ^^
then,
at 2.00pm
bm paper 2
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i wanna cry
so faking hard
but
i do finished it
but only two questions i didnt
anyway
i'm felt better for that ^^
end's!!!

so sad

yesterday
alip and me went to the town
seriously
really make me sad badly
i have to cut my hair
now my hair like bull shit
damn so short.
i have to cut it
if im not,i cant take my finale exam
hmmm....
what a luck!!!!

last nite
amad ask me to join him go to the library
studying together.
and this morning
i do go to the library
and my hoping is
i want to study
and remind all notes
even as impossible as i can do now
but i have to try
better try from didnt try
rite?
I just study my fvrite subjects
hahahah
who cares rite?
so,i'm so crazy happy today
hahah
but the funny things is
i just study not less than 1 hour
so ashamed
ahahhaha
atleast i study ^^
muack!!!

freaking me out

seriously i tell you
now i'm really had no idea
what i gonna do
my exam(spm) only left 8 days more
i'm so scared
its a been a long time i'm not studying
so,its just felt akward and more to lazy
i'm fat big lazy
i do i am
just a lil bit
heeeehehehe
i do hated a several subject
like math,science and history
i hated those subjects
so hard to thinking
make my mind going nuts
why have to learn that subject
adoiiiiii..
i bet those subject going mess up
i already made my words
i dont want to take those subjects
even my best friends FYZZ
push me to take it
thanks FYZZ cos take a good care of me
but
better not to go with
cos when i do
i sware im going get E
then
better i didnt
so when my result come out
those subject will be T.H(Tidak Hadir/Absent)
so its better than E rite
hahahhaa
that just the way i tot ^^
please dont mad at me
i just want to focus my favourite subjects only
such as: english,b.m,english science technology,P.I,Perd ^^
i hope i can do well
wish me luck
i will do my best ^^