SIOBHAN MAGNUS

PISSED ME OFF

FUCK! She more talented than the others. Why voted her off? Why? You cant see her talent? DAMN! After this no more screaming. First you voted off Alex lambert which is his voice soft and rich then you voted off Tim Urban which is fucking awesome and then Siobhan Magnus,you cant be serious!!!! I thought she will win and take the title but i was wrong! SO DAMN BIATCH!AMERICAN IDOL BECOME SO FUCKING BORED! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO TIRED :(

Tdi pukul 9 dah kena bangun. Bangun awal ni pun ada niat jahat. HAHAHAH. Nak minta duit la XOXO. Sebab mak aku nk p Perlis tngk rumah sana jap ngan abg aku. Kalau x bangun awal x dpt la jwbnya. Minta punya minta amin dapat jugak. THANKS MOM! :"). Hmmmm. Aku pun pi la berus gigi. Bau mcm best ja,pusing belakang sat NAH!!! MCM PEPEK! Baju bapak banyak. Aku dengan ngantok pala dok pusing² barua toi! Ingt lepas minta duit nk p boom sat. Xjadi ank haram toi! Terpaksa basuh gak la =.=! Sambil² dok fb/ms/hs5.. Lari sana lari sini. Game dok DC DC DC FUCK,penat dok on balik. dekat kol 11 lebih baju semua dah siap basuh. P la jemur baju sat. Baju suma dah abis jemur CANGAK ABAH GI! HAHAH p dok depan pc terus. Download lagu sambil² dok belajaq lagu BABY - JUSTIN BIBER. . YEAH!!! :") Pas tu aku pun cm bosan pi la kat meja ayah aku,baca metro sat. Tngok² FUCK!!! 29 april! Surat kemasukan KOLEJ KOMUNITI x pi antaq lagi. Ank haram toi! Last date 30 april! LUPA FUCK!!!!!! Cangak gi,cari towel p mandi terus. ADOI! Amad lak antaq mesej suruh mai kedai,suruh beli tiket. Aku punya shades x pi buh lens lgi. FUCK TOL! Start moto broom terus. Sampai kat Pejabat Pos nah hai! Jadi BABI sat =.=!. Borang semua dah print out sekali ngan result semua mai kat IC nah! IC xdak kot. Ngah tukaq buat IC baru. Photostat IC lama mana ada. Lepas p mana xtaw. PANAS TOI!!!!! Pas tu aku pun terus p kedai cermin. Ingt bole ambik sabtu tgh ari ni. Dia kata ahad baru siap sbb dia nk kena p antaq kat kilang lagi. LAGI MEMBARA!!!!. Aku ingt buh lens siap dlm 24 jam cm tu ja. Tngk2 nah! Ambek ang,ajaq palaaa!
Ingt nk pakai p KL sabtu ni. Xdapat gak laaa =.=. CILAKA²!!! Pastu p la aku kat kedai Amad,aku text dia mai kat MCD. Lapaq dari pagi tdi x makan ngan dok lari pi sana sini. Amad pun mai, Dia suruh makan kat kedai dia. Dia pun x makan gi. (Lunch Time)
Dalam kol 4.30 cm tu. Amad suruh p beli tiket. Selalu kalau kami p KL mesti naik bus,ntah cena rasa nk try naik train lak ^^!. Aku ambek ari sabtu 1 may kol 18.64 pm sampai KL Sentral dlm koi 6 7 pagi cm tu. Agak ah,12 jam kot. Jubuq panas kot! Janji kami smpai ngan selamat suda,AMIN!
Aku pun p la text Alip ajak lepak umah Lan. Koi 5 suku aku pun p la umah Lan. Tak sampai 10 minit Alip pun sampai. Pas tu Lan ajak p lepak kat jitra makan char kote! ahahahahahahah cm kimak gi. Dok wat pala ikot highway! BUTUH! Dah ah depa naik dua. Aku naik sorang,dah tu tinggal aku lak belakang. Bapak laju kot Lan bawa. KOJAQ²!!!! HAHAHAHA. "P jitra semata² nk pekena teh ais."! HAHAHAH! BABI AYAT CAM BARO ALIP!!! Koi 7 cm tu kami pun balik.
AMIN SELAMAT SAMPAI. END :")

KINDA BLUR

(greatest cooker)



(greatest cutter)


I'm tired to thinking about it. Make my thought going dizzy. Those two things always in mind. I didnt decided yet what should i do in my life. Actually both of that was my favorite. Just now i really had no idea which want should i up to. My family ask me to be a chef and other voice say you should take the hair stylist. I'm so blur. Seriously if anything about choices i have to ask someone else because i'm not good into it.
As my sister said "its okey if you want to be a hair stylist,but you have to know,our country not like them(out of malaysian) which is their economy better than us,i meant this course really can earn money but not for our place"
yaaaa its true. This is not USA zzzzz.....
Chef? yeah she said "chef really can earn money. People wont bored with delicious food. People come after it. People do love it. People love something new. You better go into it" I was like "aaarghhhhhhhh!!!"
hmmmmmmmmmmm. BLUR AFTER ME JUST NOW!!!!!!!
So guys you have to help me,please. Which want you most like? CHEF OR HAIR STYLIST. For me i do love both of that. HEEEEEE
PLEASE ANY OPINION? SUGGESTION?

Skatebored =.=

So fucking bored. I dont have any new picture. My phone so fucking sucks. I really have no idea when can i get the new one. DAMN DAMN DAMN! This is the new one from me. So sad =.=!
By : Alip

ALIF ZANE XOXO

yeahhhh!! sweet 17 !!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU"
Have a nice day and hope your dream come true
Joy-joys spm
Cant wait the piano. When we gonna make a cover? :")

HAPPY BDAY TO MY BELOVER MOM

To my mom : May Allah bless you and your healthy. You such a good good mom ever. Even you always pretending that you are okey but the fact is you are not. So much bad things you been through before. You keep strong and strong. Please stop crying infront of me. I dont want to see it anymore. I just want to see you with a big smile.. Dont you ever leave me. Nobody cant replace you to be my mom. I love you deep into my heart.
LOVE YOU MOM THEN I GAVE HER A KISS

Fyzz Ethan

Happy bday fyzz May your dream come true and i hope we will be friend till out last breath
joy-joy's your day.
LOVE YOU :)


Embarrassing Momment

After i sent Amad clothes at the tailor i straight a head to the Fairy Bakery which is i promise to take it off around 3 oclock. After i arrived there,i was park my bike infront the honda car. Suddenly the worker started yelling at me "boy,your bike was taken by the JPJ" i was like "huh,are you seriously?" then i said to the cashier please hurry. Then i grab the cake i ran out and i go to the lorry i said to the man who took my bike. i said "please give my bike back,i'm parking not less 10 second,today my mom bday's,please i'm begging you", and he said "sorry kids,you have to talk with the Mister at the office,sorry i cant help you." then he go slowly. I was like "are you cant be seriously,what the fuck you bitch,why so hard to understand my situation just now". i said so damn loud. Everyone started staring at me. I just ignore it. FUCK YOU!. The bakery and the department not to far and Amad work also not to far. I called Amad. "Amad come to watson i got a big trouble". Then he said "okey2,wait a sec". Then He came,he said "why you looks so messy?" I said back "fuck la Amad,my bike. arghhhhhhh JPJ took it" Then Amad start laughing at me. "I'm serious okey". Then both of us go to the department which is so a lot of people waiting theirs bike. I talk to my self "no chances to get my bike rite now" Then the man i was talk earlier at the bakery calling me. "come boy bring your ic to me" I cut people line HAHAHAHA,their looks angry with me. WHAT EVER,i'm not do on purpose,sorry ^^. Thanks GOD this man so fucking kind. He know i got a big day today. Then he ask me to follow him go inside the building to meet the mister. Then,when i get there,the man ask me to go the office and talk nice with him(THE MISTER). Then,the mister ask me to sit. He asked me "boy,why you looks so messy" in my mind what the fuck,he said same with Amad said to me earlier. SHit. He laughing at me. I was "hmmm okey2". He want my explanation and i give it. He understand me. And i said to him "mister did i have to pay?" and he said "ya you should" i said back "just now i dont have any money,i only got rm10" and he said "if the real payment you have to pay rm70 something,but its because of you so childish and looks cute you just pay rm10" and i was like "yeahhhhh,thanks bro" and i'm talkin to my self "did he said i'm cute just now,what a **** hahahahaha" he laughing at me. then he said to me "after this if you bike was taken i never give any xcuses on you", and i said "yes boss". THE END


p/s: Just now alip call me. going skate,after i come back home i'll continue back and i want to story about my fucking dad when i gave him my mom cake's.
wait okey

Back to the story
hmmmmmm when i arrived at home my mom cake's like =.=
so sorry. Then i walk slowly on my mom back. Then "happy bday mom"
she likes "huh" hahahaha. I open the box she cut the cake. I look into her face so so so happy. I give her a kiss. Her name on that cake not see at all. SORRY. She give me a slice cake i eat with a big smile even my teeth so damn hurt. I try to pretend :). Then she said "give a slice cake to your dad" I was like "ek,is it necessary" then she said "just go". hmmmmm i go to his room i said to him "nah cake" then his voice so fucking proud he's like "i dont eat cake,not my tatse" in my mind i just want to jump up on his body and kick his head. What the fuck. You so so bitch,this is the way you treat your wife? You didnt even know today her bday. what a FUCKing husband.
go go go die! fuck you all nite long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY MY ENGLISH SO² BAD :(

TYRA BANKS

I do love her. She so fucking gorgeous.


AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL SEASON 9 TOP 2
CHANTAL
Favorite Ever

I'm In Pain Plus I'm In smile :)

Last nite after i went to Amad place i'm straight to go home. I have to move quickly because the thunder make a movements up there,its around 8.00 pm. When i'm waiting at the trafic lights the raining come down. Everywhere i'm going to i always bring my CIBI. Just now his beg so damn wet. I have to cover him. This kind of pets cant incurred of wet. Then I pull over at WALKMAN BAKERI. I'm waiting and keep waiting when the raining will stop. Suddenly i felt my mouth on blood. I slipt it out. Damn alot of blood. Then the pain was started. SHit so so fucking hurt. WOW! I was like "aiyoooooooooooooooo,hurt laaaa" Then i heard someone calling my name. Its Eman. He's just walk by here. Then he said "oh nvm lets me accompany you". Then i was like ":D." hahahahaa. Eman used to be my good friends but after he friends with that guy he streamly forgot about me. But nvm, that the past story. Lets forget about it and make a new present. Back to the story,he told me that his good friends nowdays become so damn proud. In my heart i was like "hahahhaha,now you see. Your good frnds make a shit on you. Before this you proud to be his friends but now". Then i said to him" i had no idea eman",then i start laughing. He said to me "come skate oftenly and dont worry,if i'm going to skate i will text you". I was like "hell yeahhhhhhhh, ok then". Its remind me back about last year. Now we getting closer and closer. The clock show 9.30 pm. The raining still there but not to heavy. Both of us move out our step. Then I arrived safely at home with the big smile and my cheek was swollend to. The pain was hunting me till this morning. Just now i'm going well. XD

ZAPATO DEL BARCO BLACK CANVAS

Seriously i'm addicted with vans. I love to collect it. I used to have 3 vans. Two of them already crushed. hahahaha. I used it time i'm skating. Now just left once. Back to the story,ya i do want this. Amad also. The pattern so damn cool. Arghhhhhhhh.. I have no idea when can i get this thing. Super super excited. Cant wait..

what a stupid cam

hahahahaha... so so so bitch! On the box said 3.2 megapixle but the fact is only 2.0! what the fuck!!!!! The sharp really gross. arghhhhhhhhh! Apple Brand.. hahahahahah bajet siak! no wonder the price so damn cheap. hehehe only Rm28. hahahahahahahahahhaha... Ambek!!!!!!!!!!! I have to get another one which is more better than this. At least i can cam with someone. Feel free to cam with me. hhahahahahhaa.... BEST BEST BEST!

Happy Birth Day

Happy Bday chik :) May my dream come true
yaa i know its kind wierd wish for your own self but so what? got problem with that? shut the fuck up! mind your own business.

Thanks to all my familys,cousins and friends for the wish

Thanks alot. I really appericiated it. Love you more

HAPPY B'DAY BUDDY

Today so damn fucking fun! We celebrated Amad bday at KFC. Amad treat us yeah its great but honestly i feel a bit akward. =.=. I dont know his friends. I just know several from them. Thats why i keep silent. I put in my earphone(mp3) then i'm start singing. Just me LOL hahahahaha. Seriously I dont know how to make a conversation with them. HEEE... Better i just keep silent. EAT TIME XD!!!!!! Then we getting around at stadium. We want to suprise him with a big joke. The jokes so freaking him out. Its about some GANG's want to hit him. Its because the GANG'S so hot on him. HAHAHHAHA. His face so DAMN RED. He really had no idea. Sounds like he almost cry. He tottally thought the GANG's really come,but its not. Then we got signal from our friends MAT TOP he said "If the GANG'S hit him we should help him together" its mean FLYING EGG will comin plus THE RAIN OF FLOUR ITS HERE. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. 1.2.3 GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAH. Flying Egg coming down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. HAHAHAHA. ! HAHAHAHAH BARUA2! Dammit,my throwing not hit the target. so bitch. He run away then the others was chasing him. hahahahahahahahah. His shirt so damn dirty. His hair so damn sticky. They still throwing each other. I dont want to involve it cause my pet on my beg. I just afraid my CIBI gonna hurt. I walk slowly at the bunch of flowers. I sit there. Nobodys noticed me cause its kind like hide from them. They busy chasing with each others. HAHAHAH LOL. Then, I call KENKEN caused i'm so bored. Need acompany. Oh,thanks KENKEN help me out ^^. Then, Amad came slowly to me. He said "owh,are u hiding?" i said "please Amad i'm on the phone" then he said "no xcuse" fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my face my hair full with cake! hahahahahah DAMN YOU!!!. so shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought they just ignore me but i'm not. Not fair SAFAR didnt get any dirty. DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Later when your Bday came up you will get more SAFAR! so much fun really. I never ever forget this day.

To Amad : May ALLAH bless your journey,healthy and your belover family. U such a really really good friends. I just wanna say i'm sorry if my words used to hurt you or i make you uncomfortble with me. SO SORRY!

FUCK YOU ALL NIGHT LONG

Today at 7.15 pm my dad ask me his another phone. I told him i had no idea cause i'm not touch it and take it. Then his voice like bitch "i ask you 1 more time,where my phone"!! his face gettin red. He admit that i took it. Hey u old man,dont be so fucking useless. I got 5 phone and i never ever took someone phone. You want me to confess that i stole your phone? Dont be stupid you old men. Its because i live with you then you just point on me. Remind back where you put it. OLD MEN!!!!!!!!!!! He said "dont make me slap you,i'm your father". Then i go to freezer i took out my ice cream then i just leave. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA STUPID DAD! TALK WITH HIMSELF. GOGOGO CRAZY. I NEVER EVER ADMIT YOU AS MY FATHER. BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE APRIL-APRIL LOVE U

The reason why i love APRIL is ---> for sure is my bday month ^^ but this is not what i want to talk bout. I'm here not to make you sympathy to me,i'm just wanna share my happiness and sadness to all of you :)

Start i was born in this world, i never ever ever celebrate my bday like all of you does. I never blow a delicious cake,i never had a party like your parents did. Bout present? hmmm.. I used to have a several present from my mom and my sister about i was 13 years old. That the first gift and the last gift i got. I never complaint bout it. Its not important at all. For me its enough if someone just remember your bday,rite? and wish for you. The rest of my life i just get "PRAY FROM MY MOM". Thats the real gift for me. For me the pray is more better than the present. I LOVE YOU MOM. You my angel. Your sacrifice its hard for me to pay back. You keep strong even you not in a good condition. I'm really proud of it. Dont worry MOM,your all sons will LOVE AND CARE OF YOU TILL OUR LAST BREATH.

IN APRIL

FAMILY :> Me,Mom,My sister Alin,My brother Firdaus
FRIENDS :> Alip,Fyzz,Amad,Eman,Adam,Cegu Su

STUPID LADY!

today i went to the (dont know the name). easy to say i make my new 'IC'. Then i fill the form and the lady ask me to sit down on that chair,gonna take a pic. so fucking pissed off. The lady so so crab. Not friendly at all. Her voice so bitch loud! Talk to much,"hey you,turn a bit your head eh eh not to bit right right left left". I was like huh? Then when i get the picture,are you fucking kidding me? so bad. my hair was like mat rempit then you know my right eyes. =.= so ugly plus so freaking me out. i ask her to snap another one then she said cant. fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

so shit

i keep thinking about my life. sometimes i thought this life isn't fair enough for me. This world not fair at all. i'm sick,i'm tired to infront of it. Nobody's understand me. Nobody's know how i felt. Better i just pretending it.