Wednesday, August 25, 2010

" ITS HURT "

Yesterday i felt so tired. Its really difference. I was skating with Eman,Wan and Anep. I'm so heady.
After i had my dinner i try to sleep but i cant. My body was hot. SO hot. I try to sleep again suddenly i was shaking.
Bad shaking. Its really damn cold. I put my blanket on. My legs was cramp and my hands was so hurt. I've never felt like this before.
My mom comin to me. She gave me panadol. She pass her hand gently along the surface of my hair to make me feel better. I was thought i'm gonna die.
My mom said it was bad fever. She said i should pray to our MIGHTY and hope i get better soon. I'm so proud of my self.
When something bad happen to me i goes to HIM but when nothing happen i've never down to HIM. I feel guilty. I done to many sins on HIM.
Then HE punnish me on this way. Please forgive me DEAR LORD. I really mean it.
Every single life got difference anticipation. So we have to back down to HIM and pray to HIM. Give us safety journey and healthy livelong.
I really hope so.


Tuesday, August 24, 2010


" Is it to far? "

Okey here i am. hmmm. firstly Up to you if you want say i'm obsses or whatsoever. This is what i want in my life so damn badly.
So i should get it and live with it. Yup,i want to live at korean especially SEOUL. This is my dream. I want to study and live at there.
Get house over there. Marry korean people and havin a children with a cute eyes. I want to learn about their culture and can talk well in their language.
oh gosh. When can i get those thing? Im not saying malaysian not good enough. NO im not. I do love malaysian. But sometime you have to travelling and feel
the experience out there. You might say its because i'm addicted with korean drama,movie,music etc. well it is. SO what? This is what i want. So dont you
ever ruin it. I swear i will get it soon. But before that i have to change my life i mean the old me. Like open a new chapter in my life and forget the
old stuff. I want to study hard and get the good result for my self,family and my friends. i will prove it. You will see.

Its really fun if my friends can come along.




Monday, August 23, 2010


" MO BALIK SABAH =.= "

Haish. Sumpah bha rindu aku sama kamu dua. Dulu suka betul buli aku. Nda pa,tunggu aku balik sabah. hahahahah. Benci betul aku duduk sini. Mo jak aku pindah balik sabah.
I fucking hate my father familys. So damn annoying. They always want to compare anything with us. What the fuck! go die die la! i really didnt care at all.



AdamSai

Icham

Sunday, August 22, 2010


GOGO SHINEE

Name: Lee Taemin

Birthday: July 18,1993

Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer

Height: 175cm

Blood: B

Name: Choi Minho

Birthday: December 9, 1991

Position: Rapper

Height: 181cm

Blood: B

Name: Kim Kibum

Stage Name: Key

Birthday: September 23, 1991

Position: Vocalist, Rapper

Height: 177cm

Blood: B

Name: Kim Jonghyun

Birthday: April 8,1990

Position: Main Vocalist

Height: 173cm

Blood: AB

Name: Lee Jinki

Stage Name: Onew

Birthday: December 14, 1989

Position: Leader, Lead Vocalist

Height: 177cm

Blood: O



" BABY SHINEE "




I have no idea how many times i've been watching this cute little sitcom
so fuckin awesome. Its really fun,childish,sadness and happiness
They started filming it since January till March if i'm not wrong
100 days with Yoogeun litlle cute baby
You better watch it. No regrest really.



Tuesday, August 17, 2010



" GOOD LUCK THEN :) "

Gogo pmr,may ALLAH bless three of you
amin...

Bella

Eyka


Sam





"EMAN SO CIBAI"
AUGUST 16,2010 (MONDAY - 5.30 PM)

NeverShoutNever - Happy . . . . I got call from Eman.
Eman : Skate?
Me : Up to you
Eman : Jom?
Me : Wokeh2
Eman : Is it a go?
Me : Yaaaaa.. What time?
Eman : COme to my house at 5.30 ok?
Me : Ok,but can i ride with you?
Eman : Sure but with one conditon
Me : =.= is it have to? Damn!
Eman : HAHAHAH,ya you must to.
Me : What? i'm wondering
Eman : Dance for me, Shinee song. Rind Ding Dong
Me : You gotta be kidding me. You cant be serious
Eman : I love the way they dance. I know you can do it,rite?
Me : Common,dont do this to me. SO embarassing!
Eman : No dance no ride
Me : You blackmail me! arghhhhhhhhhhh!
Eman : HAHHAHAH. Well. I wait you at my house
Me : So cruel! ooookkkkk

As you know,i do dance for him. HAHAHAHAHHA.He knew i like korean so much. Thats why he make his way to me.
His mom and me we were exactly a good friends. His mom love korean same goes to me. Well,when you come to his house you will see on the
tv desk. Got a lot of korean dvd. Drama? Movie? Music? Everything got there. The latest one? No need to buy just come to his house and
borrow it like i used to do it. :") I really surprised when i saw her watching korean drama without subtittle. waaaaaaaa Auntie you really awesome la!
She always calling me Taemin . Because of my hair. hahahaha :D . . . .
"I REALLY MISS THE OLD US"
AUGUST 13,2010 (FRIDAY - 11.38 PM)

Last night i was thinking about my old friends. My class mates! Suddenly i remember about my old box. I call it "PRECIOUS BOX".
I really have no idea where the box is. It a'int here. Perhaps i will find it in my room. Finally i found it. I open with hoping that i will find what i was trying to look at it. Ya,my pictures album with my class mates and other memory stuff. I cant stand anymore. My tears started falling down. I stared every single pictures with full of attention. Every pictured had a diffrent incident. Theres was laugh and tears. Theres was happiness and sadness.

I ran to my parents room and i took my father phone. Throughly fast i call my all friends. First i was call is Adi. His the guy who are always make me laugh. His always making fun of me even i'm not in mood. His always sleep in the class even got teacher infront of him. But he never fall to sleep when Arab subject came up cos of he afraid our ustaz. Everybody does scared of him. Ustaz Metawali from IRAN. His so tall. His hands so huge. Good looking also. If someone didnt do his home work or cant answer what his asking about, you will see your other nipples bigger than the other. So pain!

Then,I call Tasya. My best girlfriend in class. Its been a aged i didnt here anything from her. What she up to. What the new news from her.
She so surprised that i call her. I ask what she up to rite now and she said "i'm staring at our pictures." I extremly shocking I said "So do i,what a fate." I tell her from A to Z. She keep telling me to be strong. Everything happen for reason. I nearly crying when talking to her. Really touching. She always help me in every situation. When something happen to me the first noticed was her. She said to me "If i could twist the time and go back to the past its really fun,is it possible?" I hold my words. I'm whispering to her "The bad thing is we cant but the good thing is we can remind it always,rite? I miss our momment". I said back

I call Liana. I really miss her so much. She ondaway going back home from NILAI. She study atMURNI COLLEGE,nurse course. I call her not to long because her sounds like she just woke up from bed because of my calling. "I call you as soon as i land." she said. We used to had an affair before. We broke up with no reason. But i think maybe because i've transfer to other school. I'm so sorry. She so pretty and so damn smart. Arab? Math? No wonder. I miss her cute smile. She so humble. I love everything about her :")

Then i call my first foreigner friend. His my fucking best friends. We call him FLIES. HAHAHHA. Because he got mole on his lips. He's from THAILAND BANGKOK. He so so adorable guy.
Many girls like him. His mix.He so handsome. His skins white+yellow dish. So jelous. HAHAHHA. He sat beside me in class and his bed also. He tought me well how to play soccer and how to speak in THAILAND sort of. Firstly i know my bed partner not from here so its hard to me to communicated with him. So pressure. He didnt know MALAYSIAN LANGUAGE. So to settle it out is using ENGLISH LANGUAGE even in that time my ENGLISH so bad. I kept train and train till i get it :). He just comfort when talking to me. Half of my friends wanna get along with him but his not used to it. They a bit frustrating and jelous of me. His always pushing me to go to his house at BANGKOK. SO do his parents. Welcoming my present.=.= Are you insane?
We love to make a stupid things in our hostel like bothering people who are in dream. The head is Adi! His the man! He tought us! Hahahahahah. :D He so hard to wake up in the morning. SO i've always pull his leg to force him to get up. Sometimes i put colgete on his nose =.= About prayer he's seems a bit akward. I call him using skype. He said "I miss you tiny,when we gonna meet? Come to my place." "i cant,i never been there before i'm afraid i will lost."
"No,you not. How about i go to MALAYSIAN and we go to my place together?" he said. "You cant be serious. No need to waste your money,dont worry we will meet soon." I'm hoping. I telling him about i'm moving to TRONDHEIM. His face on web cam changed badly.
"Couple of last month i came to MALAYSIAN with hoping i will meet you. But i'm not. I didnt have your number either your house address. Its really disapointing you know. Same goes to Adi. I thought i almost lose my bff.But suddenly i hear from Adi you were here. Its give me abit hope that i keep promise to my self we will going to keep in touch together soon. Finally my dream come true." I look through to his face his almost cry. When i heard that i crying infront of him. I never thought he going to find me. "I never forget my all friends even i'm in dying. I really love my friends and i will find it till i get it back even later or soon" I said meaningful.
"Where you get my skype?" "From adi " I smile :) Then i told him i will go to his place soon but i'm not promise yet. BANGKOK? Well,let me think first. HEEE "When you fly over there dont you ever forget about me our friendship and our all friends" "I'm not,dont worry" I MADE MY PROMISE TO HIM,THEM AND YOU TOO READERS

FLIES

This is what i call true friends. Even you in pain,happy,sad you never been alone. You lost? They never forget about you. They keep trying to find you. They put you in their heart.
Because friends always besides you. They always supported you anytime and anywhere.
If they ask me which one i will pick between friends and couple. I will say friends. Because friends is diffrent. They understanding.

I MISS YOU :

CLASS MATES
HOSTEL MEMBERS
TEACHER


Maybe you wondering what kind of school i studying was. Boarding School. We call it BOB MALI SCHOOL. Its an awesome school ever. MISS OUR MOMMENT

Here the thing. When you done in your final school you will be like me. You will remember your old school.Your old friends. Your teachers.Your momment.The old you
Its make you laugh and sad of it.
And you will know how good life is. Enjoy every single momment with your friends. High school its the best ever and ever seriously. Thats true.

Saturday, August 14, 2010


"I CALL IT SINK "

I'm so shy if have to pee into the sink at the public toilet. I felt its to open and no privacy.
I know i'm a guy why should i shy of it. The probs is i'm not used to it. I rather hold my cute bird from using it. SO EMBERREEEEESSSINNNNG!!!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


Suturday , July 31

After I went to my sister friend wedding at klang i ask my sister to sent me at Pekeliling. Yup! I'm going to Pahang,Gambang UMP. My brother ask me to hangin with him besides i've never been there before. So before i'm going back home i should visited him. You know like,he help me alot both past and present. He care of me like my other siblings did. He texting me when he boring. He love to share his story to me and everything i want he always fulfill it. As you know I really love him so much. He super super super nice.

My bus at 6.30 pm. As usual i really have no idea why people always staring at me. I'm not saying that i proud of it. No i'm not. Its make me feel akward,shame and nervous. I do wearing shirt and pants like human being does but why they keep doing like that? Ya i know why should i bother of it? Not my problem. They have their own eyes and its up to them. Just let it go

Hmmm.. I arrived safely at Gambang around 10 p.m. Then my brother and his friends came pick me up. My stomach started singing. I have to eat. I'm starving. Hell yeah. I got it :). Nasi goreng ikan masin and teh ais. wohooooooo favourite wehh!

His campus really awesome. Like home town which is got many block. Ya the environment kinda cool a bit noisy and cheerful. Got a lot of cool place. His room so fucking cool. Im so jelous. I need one :") hahahahaha. But i have to say DAMN! I'm super tired. Need rest. Last night i went to bed around 6 am. My eyes was like this --> =.=

Sunday , August 1st

My brother bring me to kuantan. Which is i'm so excited. East Cost Mall and Kuantan Mall. So stunning. Alot of people and alot of cool stuff.

Monday - Wednesday, August 2nd - 4th

I just lay down on my brother room. Not going anywhere. I'm not boring at all. I can acess internet and play my favourite game anytime i want. So easy :")

My bus going home at 9.00 pm. Pray for my journey. Thanks alot