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feel bad

Last night
i made my buddy fyzz
piss off on me
he tot im mad at him
cos late replying my tex (YM)
but
i'm really dont have any mood
got a lot of probs and works to do
thats why i have to stop early
eventot fyzz put xtra time on his pc
im so sorry for that
i didnt mean it to do that
he dont know how i feel just now
my dad was in hospital
blood pressure
then
i have to take care of my mum
if i go accompany my dad
whos gonna take care of my mum?
my mum also got probs
cant walk for awhile
have to depends on wildchair only
im so sad
why all of this have me through it
i dont want to be like this
but
how can i fix it?
only hoping and praying can help it
back to the story
im so lucky
my second brother was come
and went to hospital accompany my dad
PLUS
i got a hard time for this several days
my CUPCAKE was leave me
i'm so faking sad
i dont know where my mistakes is
i ask her for another chances
but
she just silent
i dont know what have to do
i just useless guy
maybe she tot like that
cos i'm not care bout her
and i'm not treat her as my other friends treat their GF
i'm really busy for that time
i'm studying
SPM!!!!!!!
have to remind alot
i didnt check my phone in xam weeks for real
cos i dont want anythng bhotering me
then
i late replying her text
i'm not do it on propose
why she cant understanding me
aaaaarghhhh
so tired
now both of us
just friends i tot
i wish she happy for that
but i still LOVE YOU
then
the other probs was coming
fyzz mad at me
i'm really tired
pretending infront of my buddy fyzz
i dont want he worry about me
thats why
i have to pretending im okay
but the facts im not
im so sorry!